I just don’t know anymore =S

On one hand, I’m quite proud of myself.  And on the other hand, I kinda completely regret ever saying anything.  So I’m really not sure what to think anymore.  Should I wait, should I say something, or should I pretend that nothing happened? o_o I would opt for the first option if I wasn’t so impatient to hear what he had to say or what’s on his mind.

I’m beginning to slowly become fine with the idea of being left out of the loop.  Or rather, I just can’t change what’s already happening.  Whether I like it or not, I’m not going to force myself into something that I’m simply not a part of anymore.

It’ll take some more time…. and probably a lot of ignorance on my part, but it’s okay =) I think I’ll manage.